Wednesday, November 29, 2006
This post is dedicated, especially to an amazing friend of mine,
you know who you are, wink wink!
mata sakit.
Yes anyway, if i could put it in words,
I wouldn't know exactly how because we both understand and know
that we've been through much together as friends.
One statement i could never get over with:
8 years of friendship, and we never fought. not once.
And that fact was an echo in my mind the entire time
and i just want to say "awesomely amazing".
Thank you, for putting trust in me, and knowing that i could excel
in just anything i want. Thank you, for being there when i thought i was broken
and assuring me that everything would be all right. Seeming as though it's just fantasy.
Thank you, for respecting me, and for all the things you told me - about your love,
your lust and most of all, what hurts you most.
To be able to tell me your secrets, makes me feel important, that i'm worth your trust.
Please know, that there will always be someone who wants to help you.
I do, and you know how to reach me-you've got my number and address/email.
You know i'm always reachable. Please remember to strive for the best, whether in
studies or relationships. And please dont rush things through. You can call me.
I'm there.
And it's such a big honour, to have a fabulous friend like you.
Tell you the truth, i almost wanted to cry on sunday.HAHAHA.
It's not the last but before i end off, this is the one thing you need to know.
I will never forget you.
And we both know that never, is an awfully long time.
I'll miss you, lovely.
Mira.
6:25 AM
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Monday, November 27, 2006
MUSICAL EVENING!
the epitome of high, laughter and insanity.
10:22 PM
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Sunday, November 19, 2006
shush i'm declaring!herm herm.
i declare this weekend the best weekend of 2006/
Family weekend. Saturday we went eating in this place
where i got addicted to this chicken dish and thus had to wake up
at 3 in the morning to use the toilet after that. While
sis got herself a seriously ugly dress for prom,
i went home with dad and co. and read 'If You Could See Me Now'.
I love love it, okay!! It's sad and inspiring. So inspiring i feel like doing
insane stuffs. For example;
Before i go to sleep at night i'll go singing and dancing openly
in front of my mirror till around one. And i'll usually hide
behind the night curtain in case i spot someone walking by.
If not, i think people are peeking behind their curtains shocked
to see me dancing and singing my heart out.
xD
Today, we went out again as a family; there were a number of firsts.
Today, I first climbed a tree and attempted to read on it but failed.
Today, I first walked down the aisles of an art gallery. Inspiring. Love.
Today, I first saw the biggest fish in my life. Roughly the length of me.
Art gallery, omg. So so so so beautiful. And my father's pestering
me to start on a new project - painting. He said he's going to buy me
an canvas and paints and brush and let me start on my work.
And it just hits me on knowing how supportive my father could get
knowing that i had some ability to produce something pleasant with
my own hands.
There were a lot of reminiscence going on today.
In Tanglin mall, i distinctly got knocked back by the memory of
Hanna and i exploring the mall by what was visible when you
walked down the main lanes. Didn't really explored much.
That was one of my first visits to Tanglin mall.
Our car passed the route i walked to school everyday.
It just pains me to know that i only had 2 more years to
trample my feet on that ugly ground that held so much
memories of us walking in the rain, of us joking like mad idiots,
feeling exhausted with the world after school, talking about
everything under the sun and sharing silent moments when
we're in our seperate worlds.That stupide route's so wonderful.
These things make me want to do more, like eating more,
drinking more, complementing more, criticise more, fight
jokingly more, and most important of all, laugh more.
I'm going to do it.
Pictures uploaded next time (:
1:30 AM
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Friday, November 17, 2006
i've made my decision.
I DON'T EVER WANT 2007 TO COME.
i'm unwilling to let go of what i've been holding on to
and what i've been cherishing for all this time.
plus i hate myself for getting irritated at g1 some times.
Now it's clear to me that, inspite of some people,
2g1's the best class anyone could've ask for.
The very best. That makes me love it best.
2g1 is forever love. forever.
8:29 PM
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Xuan's elated, elated that you-know-what.
I guess I am too. We're saying the same thing.
We don't need it anymore.
This is the perfect moment where i put my foot down.
Spotlights, please! *million dollar smile*
Dedications! :
Khaliesah, my treat for the ice cream, for helping me
in my rough times and believing me as well as in me.
Paddy, I miss our beautiful gorgeous! And i bet
they're still hot in whatever adidas pants they're wearing.
WHOO. *fans self.
Haslinda and Hanna, though not readin this, I think i'm going
to be closest to you both as in malay friends. Set your timer every
class so that you wont be late for our study group.
Countdown every minute till you meet me agin eh eh eh?
LOVE!
And nikki, who's oblivious to this blog too, hope she learns
not to get affected by this you-know-what. i'm sorry she
got included. Come to me for heart-to-heart talks!
And print out the leaflets for my M.K.E. fanclub(:
Paddy got chased by a bee!
2007. bring it on.
8:11 AM
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Thursday, November 16, 2006
HAHAH! my ninth blog, up!
It's still a wonder how i can still keep up with the number of blogs.
Went to school this morning to find out my post results
And yes, my first choice,
3C3
Sad thing is that i'm the only one taking mt/hmt
in that class and the first thing that came into my mind
was "SHOOT how am i suppose to improve hmt now?"
So i'll be talking english the whole time until i meet
hanna and haslinda after school to study.
After thinking that has, paddy and i would end up together
in the same class, here comes hanna to take my place.
I bet she's smiling to herself,
if she ever found out about this blog.
CURSE YOU HANNA.
then you'll star in pirate of the caribbean
movie number one. you and your black pearl.
But i guess im contented (:
we're still learning the same things anyway.
i'm okay with that...
CURSE YOU HANNA.
tubby agrees.
but the brakes dont stop anymore.
11:22 PM
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